I first read this book when I was either 14 or 15 and I loved it. I never got to study European history and this book gave me a slight insight into what I had missed as it's based in France during the 16th century. More specifically the time of the Religious Wars. Although the novel is fictional it includes many real character...
I have spent hours and hours slaving over this. I spent 4 hours last night, drawing out a quick design, painting out the header to be photographed and edited and making sure I could create what I wanted. I have then spent a further 2 hours creating it this evening (and in my opinion there are things that would look better if I...
For those who have been keeping up with my blog you will know I was in a bit of a tizzy about what to wear for my Interview Sunday just gone. Thank you so much to everyone who left comments giving me advice, I am sending you all internet hugs and kisses; thank you, thank you, thank you! Unfortunately the weather kept getting...
Basically the bag I use for college is falling apart so I thought I needed a new one. And in this economic climate I can't afford a ready-made pretty leather bag. So I thought I'd make one for myself. *nervous* I went to the local shop (well the only material shop in town) and bought a bundle of material for £4.20. It didn't...
As my parents have gone away to my Auntie's this weekend my Grandparents invited me around for dinner, because apparently I can't cook, which is extremely not true. (I couldn't go to my Auntie's because of my Job Interview) And of course because the sun has made another appearance this week, because we are English we had to have a BBQ! This BBQ is massive,...
Thank God it's Friday! via Menorca 2010 So here goes my letters: Dear Sunburn, Please Please Please go away! You're painful, you don't look nice and you make me feel bad about myself. I've put up with you for now, but if you aren't gone by Sunday there will be tears! Dear Kerry, Thank you for putting up with me so much this...
Number 3 in Michaela's amazing link-up party. This is one of my favourite link-ups, the concept is just so lovely So here's what I'm loving and not loving for this month: She Loves Me Strawberries via NOM NOM NOM. Really I can say nothing more. If I could only eat one thing for the rest of my life it would be strawberries! I seriously...
Today we saw the return of the Sun for two days in a row, it's truly astounding! So my Mother, her friend and I went on a bike ride to make the most of the glorious weather. The last time I rode through the pinewoods I was a lot younger, so it has probably been about 8 years and I remember flipping over...
This is just a quick post to say how much I want and need this dress. It's only £22.99 from Mango, so I might actually save up a little bit for this one, it would make such a lovely summer dress, with either flats or heels! via Yellow is not really my colour, but I just love this dress, I can't even begin...
Right Blog Friends, I am in need of some serious help! I have an informal job interview in 8 days. Usually job interviews don't phase me; if they don't hire me, it's thier loss. But clothes phase me, because I love them and I really want to make the right impression. So what on earth am I meant to wear to an "Informal...
via When you have to think about it, having to write letters can be quite difficult even on the internet. I wish sometimes that our culture was slightly more similar to the "olden days" because getting real letters in the post is so exciting and emotional. Like most people I guess, I get extremely excited about birthday cards as they are the only...
While in my state of boredom this evening I ended up on google; a search engine that can cause hours of entertainment if you know just what to google!
And I came across this:
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This is a short article on some lovely Opium Poppies.
They are so beautiful that I had to share these photos.
As you have probably guessed, I love poppies, hence why they feature in my blog title. They have been my favourite flowers for many years, especially the deep red and crimson ones. It saddens me that these beautiful flowers have to be associated with war. I hate war, it just makes no sense, nothing is solved with violence and we will never achieve world piece if we're all ready to kill one another at the push of a button at the soonest opportunity.
But here is a wonderful poem about the beauty of these amazing flowers and about how we must life our lives to the fullest and have confidence in who we are and what we feel.
Poppies
Mary Oliver
The poppies send up their
orange flares; swaying
in the wind, their congregations
are a levitation
of bright dust, of thin
and lacy leaves.
There isn't a place
in this world that doesn't
sooner or later drown
in the indigos of darkness,
but now, for a while,
the roughage
shines like a miracle
as it floats above everything
with its yellow hair.
Of course nothing stops the cold,
black, curved blade
from hooking forward—
of course
loss is the great lesson.
But I also say this: that light
is an invitation
to happiness,
and that happiness,
when it's done right,
is a kind of holiness,
palpable and redemptive.
Inside the bright fields,
touched by their rough and spongy gold,
I am washed and washed
in the river
of earthly delight—
and what are you going to do—
what can you do
about it—
deep, blue night?
So remember, each day, live a little, laugh a little and love a little. ♥
Gone, But Never Forgotten
As of today it has been one year since my Granddad died. And to say the least I'm not coping very well. Ever since we lost him there has been a massive hole in my life, there once was an incredibility great man there, one that can never be replaced and one that I miss with my entire soul.
There is no way to even begin to explain how much I loved my Granddad. It's impossible. I have tears streaming continuously down my face as I remember as much as I can about him and our time together and to think I'll never be able to hug him again and it's devastating. I'm so scared that one day I'll start to forget things about him, I still wear his jumper to bed every single night.
He was an amazing Man, Dad, Husband, Granddad and we all miss him terribly. I know it kills every one of us that he didn't her to watch me turn 18, we know he would have been overjoyed, it was one of the milestones I really wanted him to see. There are so many other things we know he wished he could see and so many things we wish we could show, give and tell him.
I feel extremely guilty for not visiting them more often (especially as they only live a 20 minute walk away). I try to visit my Gran as much as possible, but I know it will never make up for the time I missed out on with my Granddad. The last time I saw my Granddad I could hardly say goodbye because I was crying so much and I broke down even more once I was in the hall. I knew deep down that it was going to be the last time I saw him and I couldn't make myself say 'I love you' because it hurt so much, it kills me that I didn't say it often enough and that I didn't say it then.
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Uncle Andy, GanGan (Ian), Dad (Graeme) |
Dear GanGan,
I miss you every single day and I try so hard not to cry about you leaving every single day, but sometimes it's not enough and I'll cry for hours. I know you hate to see my cry, but it's the easiest way to show how much I love you and miss you! I don't think I ever really showed you how much I cared about you and I'm sorry, I'm sorry I wasn't as good as Granddaughter as I could have been. You not being here will continue to devastate me for the rest of my life, but I'm glad the pain didn't have to be drawn out and it happened quickly, but you weren't ready to leave and you shouldn't have been sick, it's not fair. I can't believe it's been a year.
Thank you for being an amazing Granddad.
I love you.
MB xxx
So remember, each day, live a little, laugh a little and love a little. ♥
If you ever joke with me that I should make you cakes, the odds are that I will make you cakes at some point or another. So when my friend said I should make him cakes, guess what? He got CAKES! However, deciding what cakes to make is always a bit of a dilemma, as obviously I want my skills and ideas to...
I've only just realised that it's nearly half way through May and I haven't done a book post for April, uh oh! To be honest I never read a full book, I tried starting about 4, including 'The Winter Ghosts' by Kate Mosse and 'White Teeth' by Zadie Smith. But I just wasn't into them. There is always a point when you're reading...