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You’d think it would be easy to write about things you love and things that don’t quite float your boat. But when you really have to think about, think about it, write about it and make it look pretty, it suddenly becomes very difficult. Everyday we will all say at some point “Oh, I love that.” But unfortunately there is not a little person in our heads writing down everything we find fascinating. Or perhaps I just have a terrible memory, which is a very plausible idea.
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Here are my final decisions on what I’m loving this week:
Music- Especially Lana Del Ray
She is fabulous, there is something so different about her voice. It just seems magical and captivating. Music really has helped me lately. Starting a couple of weeks ago, I wasn’t feeling so well, expected anaemia, and my beloved Ipod was without its partner; headphones, so I was musicless for a while. Feeling ill had left me ridiculously exhausted, when I had time I was sleeping every three hours and when I couldn’t, because of college or what not, I was so tired and emotional that I ended up breaking down in one of my lessons. But my music saved me (obviously not completely, I’m still tired), I found that once my music was running through my ears again on the walk to the bus stop, I somehow managed to have a lot more energy that I had previously been experiencing. So thank you very much to the wonderful phenomenon that is music.
One of my birthday presents was my brilliant vogue subscription, and the second came only a few days ago, any free moments I spend reading it from back to cover. Last month my favourite articles were Lana Del Ray’s interview and Gemma Atherton’s interview.
This will seem like a very obvious choice, however spring is on the way and what a better way to represent it than gorgeous flowers and pattern. It just makes you feel instantly feminine, although it doesn’t really help me look very mature, but hopefully paired with a sophisticated jacket I’ll be turning heads everywhere, ha I wish.
Things I’m not loving:
To be fair I actually love angry birds, it’s one of the most addictive games I’ve ever played in my entire life, however it is becoming increasingly obvious that it is prevented me from doing important work, that must be done, but it would seem the prospect of failing my A-Levels isn’t enough. Somebody Help Me!
Okay, I know this makes me sound like I’m suffering from anorexia, which I assure everyone is not the case, but in the past couple of days, I’ve just completely lost my appetite, I eat because I know I have to, not because I want to and I know people (mainly friends) will shout at me if they notice me not eating. Something similar happened last year, when I just completely lost my appetite, it only lasted about a month and a half, but this year seems somewhat worse, I may get a slight feeling of hunger, but within 5 minutes it’s subsided, it’s not painful and the desire for even chocolate has vanished. Maybe I just need a really good bacon butty and some yummy cheesecake.
It’s just so annoying you wake up to sunshine, make an effort dressing all pretty then by the time you arrive home you’re soaking. Or you wrap up all warm and snugly and on the way home you end up doing a strip tease because you can’t bare the heat in the 10 million layers of jumpers you out on that morning. It’s just so frustrating.
Remember, each day, live a little, laugh a little and love a little. ♥